dirty underwears

happy halloween

kaa-kaa chi-chi...kaa-kaa chi-chi

words that mean something

"you cant fool all the people all of the time
but if you fool the right ones
then the rest will fall behind
tell me who's got control of your minds?"
-dead prez



and on that note...EAT SHIT ALL YOU FACIST WHITE PIGS! (no offense intended toward anyone. just to whom it applies)

an extra hour!
hope you didnt forget to fall back kids (clockwise that is).

well i woke up today early, i mean really early. i crashed last night with my readings sharing my bed. i didnt even know i did. kinda just passed out. anyhow, its my bro's bday! happy bday to him.

its a sunday here where im from. still gotta lotta stuff to do today. like i said, there are no such things as weekends anymore. everyone in my house seems pretty busy today. moms is preppin' for my older brother and his family when they come over later. oh yeaaa. get to see my niece and nephew. always something dope that i look forward to. like i said earlier, everyone seems to be busy today. i saw my bro (the bday celebrant) crashed on the couch this morning. God knows what time he came home last night. i kinda had the idea that we were goin to church today. guess not, being that everyone is too busy. however, i think imma take it upon myself to go to church. ill represent our whole family this week, alone.
i guess i am growing up arent i?
i just think of it as putting aside one hour for the Creator. one hour from the week isnt too much to ask i guess right? yeah, thats what i thought. besides, we just got an hour added to the day. so ever wonder what you would do in the case that you had one extra hour in a day? well i am that lucky. and this is what imma do with it. peace kids. take care. dont forget....hope/pray/wish that i do good on my midterm this friday. im gone.

i saw this old skool-like, two tone bluejays cap. i was always hoping they would bring that thing back. they did. now im left to ask myself if i should buy the damn thing or not. will i fall aslave to my need for this stupid cap? its nice though. stay tuned.

my ass is freezing
i think theres some kinda draft in my room, somewhere. shit. maybe i should just seal my window. but then again, thatd just disallow me from opening the damn thing and getting fresh air. i cant win! i cant win i say!!

right now im currently listening to the house of pain cd. man, whatever happened to these guys? they were pretty good. raw beats, and dope lyrics are just a thing of hip hop's past i guess. on another note, white rap groups/rappers made white people feel cool. now that's funny. however, its not funny that there aint a filipino hip hop group around (awww). but then again, whod listen to that shit?! what would they rap about? as for this entry, its history. im off to skool. and fuk...its friday! finally. shit. bout time. one more thing, ive been in a fighting mood lately. i dunno if its the hardcore hip hop and hard beats that ive been listening to combined with my exam-high-stress levels or what, but shoot, i feel like breaking someone's back right now and seeing blood. maybe its the media. who knows? whatever the case, i just wanna kick some ass.


whatta punk.

how hip hop should be...from a real teacher

thanks colin. i woulda never remembered to download this joint. krs is truly a god.

nelly is a bitch rapper
remember that.

you dont really want it
my rhymeskill be ill
you dont really want it
i suggest you chill
you dont really want it
number one im still
you dont really want it
the prophecy is fulfilled
you dont really want it

krs in the streets
you dont really want it
i drop the rawest beats
you dont really want it
no ice just heat
playa, face defeat
you dont really want it

that was a nice try nelly, i dont mean to be bold
but that put that "hot hmm hrr" bullshit on hold
and lets get down to the facts of the matter
in a dictionary, under "wack rap" you the rapper
simply cause youre lackin the spectacular binocular
and hiphops character seems to be in back of ya
either that, or youre truly amateur, im askin ya
how does it feel to have the whole world laughin at ya
you just too stupid to see
i was made on the streets, you was made on M-T-V
how you gonna talk about my nodes to attack me
when you steady guzzlin them pills for your acne
my nodes come from a line of kings
your acne comes from you eatin the wrong things
your words dont make me hurt they make me work
youll hurt when you find its you gettin jerked
i tell ya, it dont take me to say
dont buy ya album, street cats aint buyin it anyway
you tellin me make up my mind
yet on your album you dont know if you wanna sing or rhyme

you tryin to diss me? how
if it wasnt for the true school, your bitchass wouldnt be here now
blao blao, show me respect from the gate
or imma have to drown you kids like Angia Yates
you cant handle a break
im a flamethrower, you a Bic lighter
you think im cocky cause you a dickrider
i spit tighter, im not like all the rest
im not a playa but i did stay at a holiday inn express
so nevertheless im gonna teach ya teacher
but when them slugs hit ya, youll be screamin momma "i Yi i Yi"
you never seen me sing?
you dont know what i bring?
youll be singin the blues like BB King
im all about the unity of miss and mistas
you all about grabbin money and dissin our sistas
take your ass back to TV land
and let this be a lesson, you can't see me man

just when i thought i could do my gospel, and become an apostle
i gotta hold and get hostile
i dont mean to knock you nelly
but aint you that MTV house nigga wit a smile like jelly?
imma do this by the book, for the art
i heard what you said on BET's 106 and park
but what you dont know, is right around the corner of third
i hold a desert eagle, and no its not a bird
you sound absurd, you gonna bring me back
i taught all year round the spot, B pat
you copycat, with sloppy raps
you chill with N'sync, i chill where hiphop be at



all i gotta say is...

ohhhh diss!
ohhhh face!!

aww booooooooooooo. it didnt even show up. crap.

there really arent enough pictures in this blogger.

hahahhahhahahahahahaahahhaha. blineguy is funny, guy! he's sorta like jimmy the dishwasher

i wish i was a little bit taller. i wish i was a baller.
last night was fun fun fun. happy belated grace!

too bad i didnt finish my slurpee. its here on my desk, melted, staring me in the face. poor thing. such a poor thing. mmmmmm..sugar water sweetness.

as for yesterday..daaaaaaaaaaaamn! i saw that brooke burke look-alike girl. damn. thats all i should say. damn.

back to studying kids.

such crap.
the bombings in philippines and idonesia, nuclear weapons in n. korea, a jackass lying about information surrounding the sniper attacks, and christina aguilera the whore dancing like a whore...these are the things i process in my brain in a matter of 40 mins sitting in front of the idiot box.

words that mean something
"Fred Flinstone outta a job
Cause i turn hard rocks to gravel!"
-Jeru

nothing makes sense.

something reminds me of lego. i dunno why, but something is reminding me of lego.

tylenol time!

runny nose motherfuker
i thought i was recently over my sickness, whether that thing was a cold or a flu. but unfortunately, i woke up today, and had this really bad. chill.
who the fuck left the washroom window open?!!
now im still sick. maybe even worse. im slowly thinking if i have pneumonia. but i dont think so. but still, the thought of me gettn older, you never know. but really, i dont think so.

in other news, i still cant get into aa. shit, i cant even find the damn site or webpage. did i piss someone off on aa and they hacked my computer so i can never ever go on again? am i not asian enough for asianavenue? was i banned? was the community not ready for an illustrious man like me?.....probably just the server. oh well. least that cut out some of my computer time. i just wanna check my notes though! shit. thats all.

elsewhere, yesterday i was at the library for the whole day. i went at 12, left at around 5. hiked over to the mall, and whoa, there were alotta people. makes me wonder if youre supposed to give gifts for thanksgiving....are u? i only see it that rammed during Christmas. anyhow, i have no explanation for that.

as for today, im heading my ass downtown. so if anyones in the area, look for me. ill be on richmond and spadina. or around there for that matter. if ur a sniper, look for me. maybe youll be lucky. but then again, im too fast. so youd be stupid in even thinking you had a chance. like i said earlier, damn you social science!

imma end this with the realization that:

there is no time for anything.

im lucky if i even have time for myself to stop and breathe.

shit, looks cold and windy out there today. great. thats really gonna help my cold. later. easy on the turkey.

long weekend baby! (very thankful for thanksgiving)

and also thankful for alot more mind u.

anyhow, although the thought of a long weekend has me feeling very content, i notice that feeling is meaningless. i gotta lotta work to do this weeked. no joke.
-gotta go downtown, not 1 but 2 days therfore, its not really a long weeked at all, seein that im doing work for two days.
-got a test on tuesday after the break, i havent been absorbing anything in that class. damn you social science i hate you!
that means i gotta study.
-i got a midterm for sport pyschology comin up on thursday. obviously, that too, i must put some time and effort in studying for.
-moms is goin away for the weekend. some thanksgiving huh?
-on top of all that, im getting sick. my throat wz burning this morning, i had a headache, and i almost vomitted on the bus. stay the fuck away when on the bus, and near me. words of advice.

anyhow, i noticed that i havnt been on here in awhile. no kidding. no surprise. skool is some really tough shit. but yall knew that already didnt you? anyhow, its cold outside, im hot in these joggin pants, but i cant walk around in my underwears. i can..but not today. i feel sick and that just ruins the whole mood.

as for this past week, crazy best describes it. had alot, and i mean alot of work on my back. somehow, yesterday i made an effort to get my ass to the gym. i guess i am a regular there. everyone seemed like they saw a ghost when i entered. ??...im still here ya know, im still alive. geez.

well, time to get started on that homework. till night time that is. whatever happend to getting free friday nights? i remember those...ahhhh whatta nice thought. oh well, those days are long gone. its a friday nite, and a long weekend at that, and i gotta do homework/study. great. makes sense though. discipline. peace. enjoy your weekend. even if i cant myself, id be glad to hear someone did.

Then cast off from here to Mexico
You see my four-five-six a-be my Celo
And when I rest my head is on a pi-llooooooow
Be-ba-dee-be, be-dee-be, be-dee-be-bo


i really miss the way hip hop was. i really do. stay tuned for a playlist or a bunch of playlists courtesy of me winamp. like i said...stay tuned.

words that mean something

you was only livin' for yourself
so you could never be a martyr.
life is hard.
death is harder.

salty, yet creamy at the same time. a nice mixture.
i have that nice lingering after taste from some of that filipino cheese my dad brought back last week. its good. very good. it has that nice creamy texture too. very salty. i was reading the ingredients and it seems that they like pumping alot of chemical in their dairy products over their in the motherland. oh well, its still good. and one of the best products on my list. take a few slices of that, a bagel (or a pandesal for the full effect), some vienna sausages, and top it off with some banana ketchup (preferably jufran but ufc will do...ufc...???? the ultimate fighting champion of banana ketchups??...?!!) and YOURE LAUGHING! good food. good food. very good food.

as for that exam i wrote the other day. i felt damn good goin into it. i felt good writing it and i felt very good finishing it. i think this new system for doing my work and studying is a good idea. seems to be working. but to really see the results ill have to see that midterm mark. as for the weekend, im supposed to go downtown with a friend from skool today. i dont think thats happening. i dont want to (whatta dick i am sometimes..hahah..oh well). were supposed to do some research on spadina and richmond for a social science class based on city forms and lives. well all i gotta say is
fuck that shit!

its saturday. and kinda gloomy out. but on the flip side of the coin, i bet if i wanted to go shopping as opposed to researching, id be on the next bus down there. but im not. so like i said....
fuck that shit.

as for now, i dont have any plans for the weekend. i mean i havnt really been out over the past 3 weeks other than getting coffee and eats with my friends, which isnt bad mind you, but still, i figured since i was working so hard all last month, we go do something. its all good though. maybe ill just catch up on some pysch readings or an even better idea...maybe ill just sleep. yeaaaa..now that sounds good. this entry ends here.

fuuuuuuuuucccccccck!
i really should get to sleep. i cant though. aww man. i see no sheep. someone help.

look at my last entry..."PROBABALY"?!!

miss me?
PROBABALY NOT. but anyhow, i thought id bless all of my faithful and beloved followers with an entry. short but to the point.

im busy. really busy. my head is spinning. im killing. im feeling good. tomorrow is my anatomy midterm. actually, looking at the time, its today. in about 8 hrs. lets hope i do good. i dont rely on luck tho. i have skill. its damn true. thats all for now. the msn box is blinking. i cant multitask at this odd hours of the night. so im out. peace. updating soon..really.