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Sunday, September 29, 2002

a great loss but a legacy left behind
she's a strong asian woman!! r.i.p.

story here





first asian woman in amercian office. amen to that.

yeah!@!!!

Monday, September 23, 2002

this
pretty much sums it all up. colin says it all...


reflecting is good.
thanks for the look back.

Friday, September 20, 2002

this just came to mind...i was in my lecture earlier today. the prof earlier stated some warning in terms of entering the proper door when trying to get into our computer lab. anyhow, today the prof posts this email that stated something along the lines that the person couldnt get in the right way and how he/she was knocking on the door but noone was opening up.
what really got me was the fact that my prof copied this guy/girl's email and converted it into powerpoint for our lecture. the whole lecture hall saw this fool's email and his/her mistake. terrible mistake. what really got to me even more was the bad grammar and spelling. i mean in a university, the problems within the writing mechanics and grammatical errors were unheard of!

what got to me even more was the fact that i knew the guy who wrote the email. he revealed himself.

what got to me even more than that was the fact that he was sitting right beside me.

too bad that was after i made some rude remarks in terms of the email and too bad it was after i was laughing like a ignorant jackass.

now that's funny.

understand?
this is how i like my hip hop beats; right now; at this very moment.



i still dont know what it is, but i assume i speak for all men and boys alike when i say that
construction machinery is fascinating.

don't know what it is about them.

oh yea, i should mention i was listening to "passion" by BLACKALICIOUS feat. RAKAA IRISCIENCE. that tune gave me the images of bulldozers and excavators. some how, i felt i should share that image with you. all of you.

that song is dope.

too funny
i just got home. i was previously at the mississauga bus terminal. the things you see there are too funny. there was this so called hardcore thug there. asian i might add. laced out in the phattest gear, i suppose you could say. had one of those baby blue lakers caps, a wizards jersey, long ass jean shorts and to top it off, some blue boots. walking around with a limp...believing he's the best thing breathing since fabulous (F-A-B-0....!!) whatta dork. anyhow, the limp walking continued; looking all hard. spitting, (i never could understand spitting. is it supposed to make you tough??), smoking etc. man it was too amusing. its just i dont understand some kids today. i dont understand the kids in my area. we live in suburbia not the city. we aint in brooklyn compton or east side chicago. calm the fuck down. some kids need a serious ass kicking. i mean that sincerely. its not the same as it used to be. its just getting worse. and stop fucking acting! geez. this is suburbia. its clean here. we dont have high crime rates. shoot, most of use are living in the middle class. grow the fuck up. really. and to the young girls, put some fucking clothes on before you get pregnant.
shit.


other than that, skooooool is doooooooooooope!

Thursday, September 19, 2002

words that mean something pt.I

"I don't get many compliments, but I am confident
Used to have a complex about, gettin too complex
You got me, willin to try, looked me in the eye
My head is still in the sky, since you walked on by
I'm feelin high, got my imagination flickerin like hot flames
it's how it seems, you make me wanna ride the Coltrane to A Love Supreme
My brown lady, creates environments, for
happy brown babies, I know it sounds crazy
but your skin's the inspiration for cocoa butter
You provoke a brother we should get to know one another
I discover when I bring you through my people say TRUE, all I can say
is all praise due I thank you God for a beauty like you

Brown skin lady
Yes
Where you goin
This goes to the brown skin ladies
Brown skin lady
On the planet Earth today, yes
What you doin?
Brown skin lady
How do you feel?

I like the, I like the, I like the, I like the
way you walk, yes, I live the way you move
I like the way you walk, when you walk on by
I like the way you move, I like the WAY you move
I like the, I like the, I like the, I like the
way you walk, yes, please do that dance

I like the way you walk, when you walk on by
I like the way you move, I like you baby


And everybody on the avenue, I know, when they see us sing
Everybody on the avenue, I know, when they see us sing, there she is

There she is, she's a brown skinned lady
Such a brown skinned lady
She's a brown skinned lady
She's a brown skinned lady
She's a brown skinned lady
She's a brown skinned lady "


::talib and mos::

productive day

i bought a book. my final book for the semester. oh well..im broke (for now).

i ate a satisfying but cheap lunch courtesy of mr. sub.

i stayed at skool, evntho i didnt have to and finished some of my homework (waaay ahead of time).

i went to the social sciences main office on the 7th floor of the South Ross Building on campus. wish i could say i walked up the stairs, but that wasn't the case.

i caught the early bus.

i got my own seat on the early bus.

i napped on the early bus.

the nap was good on the early bus.

i got off the early bus and went to the library.

i did homework; quite a a big chunk of it actually.

i walked home instead of taking the bus. (im a kinesiologist for heaven's sake! ITS A GIVEN).

i came home to an air conditioned home and a home cooked meal and a hug and kiss from my moms.

i called a girl.

i am happy.

i am now listening to GOOD hip hop.

thats a blog. this was productive. the title was "productive". this is my production.


im gone.

Tuesday, September 17, 2002

my friend photocopied a psychology kit...or in other words, the lecture notes. its not bound. so basically, im just pulling them out of a stack as we go along.

one more thing..did i mention?? they go up to about 200+pages....


....one more thing...

did i mention? theyre one sided...

...a final thing...

theyre in two stacks; even pages and odd pages.

this is hectic.


two more books to get. i havent seen the girl who's selling me her used book. (thanks alot bitch) *angry. very angry* and the other, well...i gotta get up extra early so i can buy the damn reader before the lecture.

im pathetic. its ok.


life is good.




which mr. men/little miss are you?
take the quiz & find out! :)
quiz made by jaded_dazey


Click to take the quiz!
click here to find out which asian action superstar you are!


You are Bruce Lee.
you like to take charge. be an individual and leader. you have the abilities
to do mind boggling feats,

yet you are forever cursed by ur ancestors. you are as wise as the dragon and
as fierce as the tiger.

you also enjoy practicing martial arts and kicking ass!


Monday, September 16, 2002

visions of cheech and chong are encaptured in my mind as i wake up this morning and turn on the radio.

what's playing?

LOWRIDER, the opening song from one of the many stoned duo's classic serious.



Saturday, September 14, 2002

ok so im here in my room. its a saturday night. i dont have any plans as of yet. its hot as hell. sticky too. the air is thick. im left to do nothing but blog on this, what seems at times, pointless piece of work. where the hell is everyone? i need a haircut. when your head is shaved and it starts to grow in a bit, it just looks odd. nobody is home. noone is online. im bored as fuct. im looking down at that gif that i found on aa. man, whatta fukn dumbass. dont you think? this blog should end here but its not gonna quite yet. i must say that im slowly getting poorer and poorer as the days go by. i still gotta pay for two more text books. but theyre used so its all good. probably gonna end up being a bit over a hundred bucks so i aint complaining. as for my course kits and lecture notes, instead of paying a cold 45 and 30 or 60 bucks each for them, imma get copies of the damn thing. i reallly dont give a shit if my prof sees that i had those done. im a poor man in university with nothing to drive me but my education itself. with that said, the rain is finally coming down. this means that the humidity should stop soon. this also means its time for me to end my blog here.

later

wut the FLUCK?!!


i saw this around aa on some fool's page. an asian dude doin the c-walk???????
i have finally seen it all.

My Romance Meter

Optimist 65%
..
35% Cynic
Close 59%
..
41% Distant
Long Term 69%
..
31% Brief
What does my romance meter read?



What magazine am I?

I am Popular Science: The only thing more exciting then the present is the future. I am always the first to hear about whats going on in the realms of human achievement.

What magazine am I?


a message for colin...(if you happen to pass by)

just go for her!


Thursday, September 12, 2002

yesterday i looked at a cat as my specimen in my anatomy lab. was kinda gross. i really didn't have to pull it out of the bag by its head. im sorry.

other than that, right now i am...

overjoyed!


the days at my skool just keep getting better and better. well, besides the way my book purchasing is burning a giant hole through my wallet, everything is gewwwwwd.

me so happy. overjoyed in a sense.


question...who the fuck reads this?!! why do you read this? do you ever wonder why youre reading this?

ma bad, that was 3 questions. shoot.

if i could put all of the viewers in their own categories, i'd say youre:

1. a voyeur of some sort or stalker of me. and you want to know my every thought, move, and breath of air. you probably want to rape me. (if so, im taking applications. if youre a gorgeous and/or above average looking and/or stripper and female, of course...and willing to brutally and viciously rape me..without killing me..im taking applications. i repeat. applications are now being accepted.

so youre not in that group..maybe youre...

2. a contact of mine of some sort. and you enjoy reading my blogs for some reason. maybe you havent seen me in awhile. maybe you like my writing style. who the fuck knows??

not in there???...

3. maybe youre just plain bored and you ask yourself "hmmm?? i wonder whats goin on with jay's life"...maybe.

maybe not...

4. maybe you just have no life. and this is all you do all day. its ok though, im the same way.

if you dont fit any of the above categories, then i dont know where the hell u should be placed.

thats all for now children. have a nice day.

Wednesday, September 11, 2002

where were you a year ago today?
we should all remeber those who had their lives taken away from them, and we should take sometime to appreciate life ourselves.



Tuesday, September 10, 2002

i guess yesterday's good day is supposed to counterbalance the shitty days of the rest of the year.

who knows? all iknow is that yesterday was a good day. however today was a shitty day. dont get me wrong, im still loving my skool and everything about it. its just all this work is coming down on me so hard and fast.and the weather today. hot...mucky...mucky..hot. what was that? i looked at the digital board at my skool. i saw a whopping 35degrees C. what the faaak?!!! anyhow, books are killing me. my loan for skool hasnt even been fully processed yet. today tuition was due. i guess i am paying an interest fee since im late. fuckers. also, i thought the dough was already deposited into my chequing account. me thinking that, i went to take out some cash so i could buy a lab manual for tomorrow.
shit!

was i wrong.


i had to borrow cash from a good friend of mine. dammit, i hate borrowing dough. and i wouldnt have done it any other day. however, i really need this lab book. otherwise, i cant do my anatomy lab. dammit. i feel so pissed. least i was earlier. in relation to that, i get to look at cats as my anatomy specimens tomorrow. nice. they used to use monkeys but the class has grown so much over the years, that they cant supply everyone with a monkey. in turn, they used cats. i guess they have a team or squad that goes around the city rounding up stray cats. who knows?

anyways, i feel good. got some real good notes done today. i didnt even go online till now. thats a good thing. now imma get ready for bed. with that said, seeee yaaaaa!!!!

man its hot. shoot. back to two or more showers a day. ewwwww.



Monday, September 09, 2002

york u is the best.

she was there today. thank you God.

we have the finest women. i thank God again, that i'm in this gene pool and that i have this variety to choose among.

this year is gonna be good.

nuff said.

Sunday, September 08, 2002

r.j. is a fraud.
with that said, i still cant believe this nice weather were getting. its already september and its feeling like late july. nice. very nice God.

i go back to skool tomorrow. i really cant wait. im so excited, i think imma pee my shorts. my pee shouldnt smell that bad though. i havnt been eating anything too pungent nor have i been drinking anything of that manner. mostly water as a matter of fact. right now, i dont think imma be able to sleep tonight. is it my excitment? is it because i always take naps in the afternoon only to stay up till 2 or 3am?? who knows. i better get some good shut eye though. although is start at 9:30am, i still gotta walk my dog; which means i gotta wake up extra early to get that done, and also catch the bus. i wish my dad came back already. he's supposed to walk her in the mornings. "one more week" i keep telling myself.."one more week".

as for tomorrow, i get to see all my friends again. maybe even make some new friends. got anatomy and statistics lined up for my first day its gonna be interesting to see the new faces there too.

i just wanna be back.

four months has been way too long. but shoot, that dont excuse the fact that imma miss summer. summer is good.

the reality is hitting me though. it is now fall. i even saw some leaves on the ground. i even saw some leaves turning colour. you know what fall means...fall means skool. and skool starts tomorrow.

wow. another year.
being up this early is so gonna put my whole sleeping pattern into wack for this upcoming week.

tomorrow is my nephew's first birthday. me being his ninong, im forced to constantly think about his well being and growth in this world.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAKE AND MAY GOD BE WITH YOU FOR YOUR MANY YEARS AHEAD.

like the time says embedded within this blog, im up waaaay too early for my own good.

tomorrow is my first day of skool. back to the grind. the start of second year in university. i feel right now, this very moment, its one of this times where youre left to reflect about your life and direction. ive been looking back over these past 20 years and damn, i have alot to be thankful for and alot of success under my belt. there aint nothing to ever look down on nor dwell over.

i was surfing around asianavenue and i came across some peeps that i recognized from highschool. the were older, and i may not have known them personally, but seeing their pictures and reading their blogs brought me to a sense of closeness where i was able to connect with them on a certain level. shoot, i remember how they were in highschool, i remember how i was in highschool. its obvious through their lives that, yes, in fact, they did grow up and mature.

the changes were pretty evident...and for the better mind you.

i mean, from their words their personal blurbs you can tell that they have grown up.

with that noted, may i question, "have i done the same?".

of course i have.

some of those people that i knew by face, already have kids now. some of them are already working their fulltime, everyday careers. shoot, they be in the real world! wahtsupwitdat?!! whatever the case, it put everything into perspective. it really did. where am i going from here? where are my friends going? where are they gonna be? where are we all gonna be?

me with my own kids? like me? whoa...that's a funny thought. but that vision is soon-to-be reality.

whoa.

im old and wise to some extent, but still, i have alot to learn.

self-observation and understanding is key.

and thats the end of this late night/early morning blog.

deep deep deep reflection...

repeat.

deep deep deep reflection...

deep deep deep...

deep deep...

deep...

dee-

*yawns*

screw this, all this reflecting is making me sleepy. im goin back to my swamp of a bed.


bone thugs
and im gonna miss every laddy and im gonna miss everybody...see ya at the crossroads crossroad crossroads...

Saturday, September 07, 2002

samurai jack is dope.


i came across a new favourite cartoon this morning. lately most haven't been really appealing to me. however, this one caught my eye. i think its fair to say that i just viewed the first episode of samurai jack on yTV. it was goood. the story, the animation style, the direction. very nice. and shoot, HE'S ASIAN! finally another asian cartoon besides jackie chan that we can all look up to and raise our kids on. nice.

look it up @ samurai jack's website

nuff said.

the guy does fucking rock doesn't he?!!
thanks dude


my buddy colin linked me in several different ways on his blogger. big up doooooode!! if you could see me, id be giving you the thumbs up as youre reading this.




now its my turn...in a small way, to payback


go visit ravenloft's ramblings and/or ravenloftrocks.com


you won't be sorry.
toothbrush
i remember using it yesterday morning and at lunch.

i recall my brother talking about cleaning his bike and possibly the chain and/or spokes.

i couldn't find it last night.

i've misplaced it before only later to find it once again.

i haven't this time however.

this will be dealt with. this will be dealt with.

Friday, September 06, 2002

friday.
the dawning of a new beginning. the start of my ending. the last dog gone days of summer. whatever you wanna call it, change is coming and coming very fast.

the last friday before my 2nd year of university! oh yeaa baby!! kinda mixed feelings right now. i do wanna go back so badly. however, now that i look at it, its the end of summer. thats no good. farewell.

as for skool, physically im not ready. mentally i am.

physically, i dont have the gear nor the supplies. however, that could change by tomorrow. mentally, however, im set. BRING IT ON KINESIOLOGY PROFESSORS!!

team european handball...

BRING IT ON!

ballroom dancing...

DONT JUST SING IT...BRING IT!!


haha..now all that hard training and endless hours of training in the gym can finally pay off..(for those activities???)

you've been blogged. done. by the way, my knee is fuct, i need to compress and add heat. nuff said. we out. bizzzzzach!


(bizzach????)


one last thing...waterloo was aite. exceeded my expectations. and that lucky bastard aaron get's that sweet pad. niiice dooooode!

Thursday, September 05, 2002

2nd year
saw alotta new frosh today. i felt kinda weird. im not frosh anymore.
life moves fast dont it?
i have sneezed approximately 100000000 times today. damn you allergy season. DAMN YOU!

Tuesday, September 03, 2002

last days of summer
a simple reflection of some of these past days.

some of my favourite people
(abs, japes, some monkey, james, grace)


more of my favourite peoples
(too many to name...if you don't know them, then you don't need to know)

seee youuuu in septemberrrrr!

alotta people went back to skool today. not me though. which is not a bad thing. the gym was considerably empty today. empty enough to my liking.

american idol is on tonite. i bet the guy is gonna win. i dont want him to win though. i dont want the chick to win either. i hope they both fall off the stage and catch their voicebox on someone's pointy shoe or something of that nature. i wanted nikki to win, but fuck, i kno i kno..she wasnt that good of a singer. shes pretty though. thats why i think she shouldve won. screw talent. i dont care for talent. anyone who wins a record deal, or whatever theyre competing for, via a t.v. program, well...those careers usually turn out as flops. where is O-town? how about canada's own SUGAR JONES? thats right...THEYRE NO THE FUCK ANYWHERE TO BE FOUND. too bad. and yall really think theyre gonna make it really big...into superstardom. they will no doubt. but really, longevity is more appreciated than 15 minutes of fame through the eyes of most. well least i believe so. but then again, im just a university student..what the hell do i know?


elsewhere...i cant get over the fact

why? somebody tell me why? dont leave. please.


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