dirty underwears

sticky icky icky
p2 or digital cam?? hmmm??

yuck
hot..sticky..humid..but still.........no a/c. for some reason, i think working outdoors for the past week made me adapt to the heat....im bearing it a lot better. wait a minute..maybe its just because my skinned is burnt; maybe my nerves are fucking dead. shit.

end of days
at park n fly..not life. nice finish..too bad im dark as hell now...too bad im not gonna have money coming in anymore..its all good. i know i'll get another gig soon....right james??
hooray for ms. russia!

one more thing.....


the leafs suck ass!

granola
i had to blog..i should be in bed..but i had to blog. otherwise, it wouldnt be the same doin this entry tomorrow.
today was shit..plain and simple.
still tired...still fatigued..and still exhausted. you can now add malnourished...and sick. my metabolism is slowing down due to this week's shitty diet.
oh well, tomorrow is my last day at park n fly. thanks james...honestly..thanks for the hook up.
gonna finish off the shift with my coworkers by hitting 'locomotion tavern' after work..but before that, we'll go to mc donald's for lunch..niiiice. looking forward to that..probably the most fun ive had in days. oh yeah, im dark now..well done. baked. thank you mr. sun. but next time.....maybe i should wear shorts.

by the way...i didnt workout..........awww.

awww...off to bed so soon?...and no porn today??....awww....pathetic.

weazy breath
tired. fatigued. exhausted.

but im still gonna go workout.....still..i am. only to test the limitations of my body; those limits being endless. in a bit....im off........to workout.

man at work
work starts today! if you're at a park 'n fly, think of me...and my university education.

foo! you know how we do it
"who got a plan?
who got a plot?
who got got?
and who got shot?"

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sani flush
weekends now suck. im sorry. its not anyones fault..there's just nothing to do around my area on a friday night.
example - all we could think of doing last night, for a friday night, was go out and eat. yeah...and the bad thing is, i already ate! what the?!! so basically, i forced fed myself a lick's homeburger combo, at around 11pm just for the sake of chillling. thats no good. whats even worse is the fact that me and my two friends, r.j. and colin, decided to go to timmy's and just chill in order to kill more time. aint nuttin wrong with that. i aint complaining. i am complaining about the fact that we had to cut our chill time at timmy's on the count that i had to take a shit. urrrrgh! serves me right for thinking that i would be able to eat both a burger combo late at night, along with some stir fry, earlier, which was my actual dinner. whatta ugly mess. so we ended up going to colin's and chilling 'more. it was there that i dropped my bomb. phew! i hate takin a dump when its quiet...i hate taking a dump when its quiet and its not even your house! bastards. so here i am, saturday afternoon, just shooting the shit; chilling. seems like the only thing i do these days. hopefully, i get hired for some work soon. which reminds me, i have a gig starting monday...just till the end of the week though. aint so bad i guess, thats some dough for me, right? damn park n' fly bullshit. i heard that im supposedly working with two other filipino dudes. why do i not feel good about that? i think its natural for all flips to hate eachother before even seein one another. yeah that's us. i can already feel the tension. hmmm??
when is that girl coming back already??? i so need to chill with her. i miss skool. i miss doing something. i miss wasting money for bus fair. can't i just bodybuild all day instead of this??

i was told that...




which 80s hair band are you?

this quiz was made by colleen

oh yea...i should also add that i had some good quality time with my dog today...she's so happy. i know it. if only she could talk..hmmm?? i can imagine it now...."jay what the hell is this shit you're feeding me??!! give me some of that real food dammit!"....ahh..yea that sounds right.

feelin' gewwwwwd
got quite a bit accomplished today. i guess i am growing up. started off by hitting the gym for the morning workout of course...later took it upon myself to clean my oven (what the hell?!!), and now i just finished having dinner with my dad. a dinner i might add that i barbequed ma'self *pats on back for righteousness*. wow im feelin like a dad right now. but then again, i guess it was my duty to do some chores around here and clean..its only right since everyone else was at work. too bad i have no work yet. bastards dont even call back who i gave my resume to. pieces of shit. if you're not gonna even interview me or call be back at the least, dont waste my fuckin copy of a resume - those shit's take time to make and cost money too ya know. hopefully, tomorrow's resume drop off session brings upon good fortune and summer employement joy. lets cross our fingers kids....for me...c'mon.

burning
im shaking and baking....i timed my bake so i dont have to watch it. now that im upstairs, i smell something burning. must be old grease. maybe i should clean the oven tomorrow, seeing that im unemployed and have a lotta free time on my hands. man that stinks. man my eyes hurt.

glare
finally its sunny!..let me rephrase that, finally its sunny AND warm! you know last night it was +1?!! what the heck is that? im in southern ontario, not the yukon!! anyways, i woke up today to the pleasant smell of my basement tenant burning something...no, it wasn't marijuna; it was roasted coconut i believe. whatta great way to wake up huh? aside from that, now that its finally starting to get warm, where are all the warm weather, summer wardrobe wearing girls at?? ok, ok, maybe i should calm down, it is only 10am...and i haven't been out yet. its not like theyre gonna be knockin at my door right?

i wonder what my friend j.p. is doing...hmm?? now that he's in the states, is he getting unbelieveably fat?!! im betting on it..no offense to any americans reading this, but the way you guys consume rich foods..whoa, its leaving me speechless right now. i know for sure j.p.'s taking advantage of that fact.

victoria day..now i know what that is
happy victorida day! aside from that, can anyone tell me....WHERE THE HELL ARE MY FINAL MARKS?!! geez. i wrote those finals a month ago..theyr'e still not in?! i want my marks!!! now. please. thank you.

ha-choo!
porn...is it good? yea.

messy room
i clean my room up; i mess it up; i clean my room up; i mess it up. the search for a job, let alone the perfect job continues. im tryin to calculate what kind of range i should look for in terms of hourly wage. you all do realize that my earnings go straight towards tuition dont you? well, if not, now you know. along with looking for the job, im still goin outta my mind. im bored outta my freakin skull! urrrgh! even the net seems boring. even coming on here is boring sometimes. by the way..i should mention....the leafs won that last game (see last entry)!! wooooooweeeee! go leafs go!

went to kennedy's last nite, i got the most special treatment of all time...however, stripclubs are getting seriously boring. you've seen one plastic girl, you've seen them all......*sings under breath* i need a girl to ride ride ride..i need a girl...damn you puffy and usher!! grrrr

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go leafs go!
we better win tonite! i swear...we better win. is the game even tonite??

aside from that, what the hell is this? 3 days straight of cold rainy weather? damn canadian weather!! urrrgh!!

still no job...still applying. i hate applying; love working, but hate applying. what to do for the long weekend? hmm?? i wanna do something, dont think anyone else does. if anyone reading this has plans already, include me in them will ya? i know you might not know me, but its ok, i dont mind. as for today's plans, i gotta get the hell outta here, i dunno where, but i gotta get outta this cooped up house...being here alone, besides my dog, all day is not very fun. there's only so many things to look at on the internet and there's only so much porn out there...i gotta do something.

new skool
new template...anyone wanna bet how long imma keep it?

"God give me the strength to accept the things i cannot change."
well, me and my bro just got back from taking mom out for a pre-mother's day movie extravaganza.
i tell you, that movie "changing lanes" is a damn good one.
it hit me on so many different levels. all of you really have to take some time out of your day and watch that....i dont care what you gotta do, download it, rent it in a couple of months, or be like us and go to your nearest cinema. i dont really wanna give any of it away, but alot of what happens makes you think about the world, how people really are, and how you can never retrieve past occurences. one thing that really hit a button is how both protagonist and the antagonist of the film question their ethics on several instances. please please please watch that movie....."CHANGING LANES".

i'd never think that ben affleck could be such a creep..for those of you who saw him in "boiler room", you'll once again, see this evil side of ben vs the comedic, witty guy we're all used to. big ups to both ben and samuel jackson! brup brup! booyaka.


different walks of life, different people.

boink
i guess having my nike shox do make a difference. everyone at the gym seems to eyeball fuck me. but then again, i guess my greek god-like gastrocnemius muscles play a part in that too....that is, my calves.

there's this really hot girl at the gym. my gosh! i know she's a bit younger...but what was she doing working out at around 11am?
skipping? hmmm? that's a no no in my book. c'mon girl..you sexy ass, fit girl, get an education. and don't tell me you're a drop out!!
damn highschool chicks.

onion
aside from leaving a bad, hot breath in you, onions make me feel a mixture of pissed off and sad.
hold the onions please.

not a little girls best friend
damn, a freak accident happned today. for some reason, my backyard gate opened. you're probably thinking, "so what, how's that a freak accident?"; right? well i should mention that my dog was running around freely and enjoying the good weather.
earlier this afternoon, i go into my house..decide to take a break from chill time with my pooch...ya know, let her do whatever she wants to. so i go in for a bit..hold some chats on msn etc. after about 20mins of that, i hear my doorbell ringing vigorously...im like "who the hell is ringing my bell so many times? geez im coming...." i answer the door and its some young lady tellin me that my dog just bit some little girl..err.tried to. at that point im shitting myself. i could actually feel the blood leave my face. i mustve looked like a ghost. ya see, hear where i live, if a dog attacks someone (unsure if the victim has to die or not) the dog gets put to sleep. and all of you who have pets understand that a dog is not merely a pet..a dog is part of you..a dog or any family pet that you've had for so many years is a family member. so of course, i was scared shitless.
anyways, i go outside...grab my dog and take her in. i see the little girl and ask her if she's ok and of course, apologize...trying everything i can to console her.
later i find out that my dog didnt even bite her..the girl got a scraped elbow from running away from my pooch. THANK GOD FOR THAT. phew...but the thing is, im hoping that the girls parents arent too pissed by my dog's actions. the last thing i want is to be sued or have my dog put to death..that'd just suck big time.
its almost 10pm and no one's parents have showed up...i guess nobody will. let's hope everything turns out ok *crosses fingers and says prayer*. there still could be a chance that something may happen tomorrow. (please God, don't let it be that way.) sorry to all anti-canine movements or dog attack victims..i truly am.

snotnose
aww man! what the hell?! i think im getting sick here. could it be the weather? could it be me going back to work? maybe lack of going to the gym? maybe a combo of all the previous stated. whatever the case, i have alotta mucus coming outta me. those damn germs!! curse them! curse germs i tell you! curse themmmmmm!!

enjoy thy sabbath day.

bout time...
its about time, that it gets warm again. i was starting to loose faith in our canadian spring climate. i even wore shorts today to the gym..and i walked home too. good to see everyone out today.
lately, ive been sleeping alot. that's agood thing. i got probly 10hrs in last nite. i really need a job though. not for me, but for my tuition thats due this september. ok ok, i lied, a job would also be nice to have..there are some things that i really wanna buy. you know..the usual, playstation2, an md player, some blank cds..and of course, some summer gear. hopefully, ill get my calling soon.

as for now, im off to see whats goin on tonite. gotta make some calls.

itchy
i keep on scratchin myself. do i have fleas??. i can't. is it an allergic reaction? make it stop. somebody.

today was a crap day at work. actually, i guess it was ok. i kept myself busy so the time flew by. damn there were alotta milfs shopping.
whoa.

everybody loves the sunshine
yesss, finally, i feel like i got my full worth's and value in sleep time. got to bed early; got my eight hours in; and now im feelin rejuvenated. looks like its gonna be a sunny day, better be warm though, none of this cold bullshit. it better not be busy at my warehouse job today. you people and your warehouse sale purchase sprees! urrrgh! theres not that much of a difference in prices. however, i do think imma have to grab a couple of those michael jordan hanes tanktops...they're only 3 bucks each. whoa. that's a deal and a half. imma have to find some change and grab all colors; gray, black and white..or......or...maybe ill just grab all colors.

is cleaning my room something that i subconsciously ignore? i know there are clothes on the floor, i see all the scattered papers on my computer desk, but still, i dont clean up. whatsupwitdat?!

have a good day. ill be back later. yea! i almost forgot.......its friday!! holla!!!

tired as fuct
getting a coffee at night is a no no. i couldnt even sleep, i guess my friend abs was right.. i wasnt able to sleep. stupid me.

today was training day at my temp job. from today till next friday, im working at the belvedere warehouse. i dunno, maybe some of you have heard of their products, maybe not; i know i never have. they gotta lotta crap in there. food and toys, but mostly bathroom products. as for the work, the job is helluva boring. geezus. this must be the most boring job of all time. i bag products. you know, like in the grocery store..you see those punk kids bagging your food. well, thats like me. thats what i do, except i get paid more for some reason. oh well, i need cash, so i ain't complaining. its just for a week anyways. i sure hope that position at my mom's hospital becomes open to me.
i seem to be moving up in wages from summer to summer, in every job i take. from 7 to 10 to 11 and now..if i get this, to 20/hr. whoa. hopefully..thatd be sweet..for four months of work there, i could make tuition for two years. sweet. lets keep our fingers crossed. getting back to the job, its sooooo fukken boring. i swear. i hope you think twice about what baggers do next time you see them in the store. geez, that job is horrible.

the raptors lost! mothersuckers!! dammit! hollleeee shinto!!

ok, im catching a cold, i feel fat, and im tired. i got work again tomorrow anyways. so with that said, im gone. nite.

stunn'n!
today was a good day. once again. started off by going to the laundromat with my moms. did some laundry, came home, changed then we both went to our seperate gyms. met up again later had lunch. i love my moms, shes the best. sorry, but i had to say that.

i finally ended up buying my shoes. yep, i got the nike shox. navy and baby blue...i really shouldnt of though..but then again, im glad i did, so i guess that justifies the purchase. these kicks are the most expensive shoes ive ever bought....im totally against any shoe (runners) being over 150 bucks..oh well. i guess ive sacrificed my beliefs. curse you nike! curse you for overpricing..curse you for using cheap labour and exploiting the third world!! curse you for making beautiful, irresistible shoes. bastards.

tomorrow i go in for training...good thing. i gotta make some dough. lets hope that goes well.


here they are..wow!